Today was one of those days.... I had words with my husband last night, which prevented a good night's rest. Only to wake up, exhausted, go in to work to be fired, right before my big surprise that will take place tomorrow. It is a surreal experience to no longer have a job that I have day in and day out attended for nearly four years. Although it is no secret that I absolutely hated my job, and the company that I worked for. I wanted to be comfortable... go in work my designated hours and collect a check, never ever trying to exert too much energy. I have always known however, that God expects so much more from me, but doing something outside the box is an uncomfortable concept.... In some strange way I feel relieved from the stressful environment I have chronicled in some of my posts and videos, but this will require me going back into the rat race, playing the role, and making new friends (God forbid, lol) and I'm already dreading the menus-ha. However, I will survive. I will get back on my feet. I will overcome this moment, and I will be ok. What I have long realized is that as long as we have health and sound mind, we are immensely blessed. The importance we place on status,money and material things is overrated, and if we so happy to live through a job loss, breakup, illness, or other misfortune, remember to count your blessings..... cause at the end of the day.. its not that serious, and you can come back over and over again :-)
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